thoughts

I went to bed last night thinking that sleep should be easy as i was really dead tired. But my dear brain seem to have other thoughts in mind - no pun intended. I cant help thinking about numerous things that happened or might happen.

Remembering what Johann said about fainting in the noon, it's not as if i wont wake, i thought of Yee Chiat and how he never woke. Thinking of my birthday tomorrow makes me even more upset. With a father who barely remembers and people whom have walked out of my life to remind me of how insignificant i am. Not to mention, every year it just makes me feel so depressed over the issue that God claimed him when he was only 14. For every year of experiences that i gain, be it the joy or the pain, he would never.


Growing up is a bittersweet experience.